Two weeks straight of training, had to get myself back in the game. I had too. My family is in risk. I love them too much to lose them.
“Here are some gatorades for you boys”Nique came over and handed some gatorades to us.
“Shaun Lo said call her when you done”she said
“RJ you good?”I asked
Madison was cleaning his bloody face “yea I’m good , I would’ve killed his ass”he grumbled “why the fuck Rah not answering his fucking phone , I got this fucking feeling”he said putting his phone down.
What a great fucking night.
The twins birthday is today and I feel like yesterday when Cay used to be under me and Cas laughed at random shit. We took them to an amusement park and now I went to drop all them off at my pops since his old ass ain’t got shit to do so they could keep him company….
“His family gone. Terrick is a druggie”T said “we need to find him but first training camp , y’all might come back a little more buffer”
“I don’t need more muscle as you can see”I said
He chuckled “Milan won’t mind”
I started thinking some dirty shit , ya’ shorty love my body so…
“Where’s Journey?”Alicia asked
I raised my eyebrow and looked at her “why?”
She shrugged”just miss seeing her cute face walking around, so all your kids have your eyes?”
I nodded “they do”
After Justin told me about her and her suppose “illness” I didn’t trust her around…
“Baby girl you just gonna- okay”I said letting her eat the cookie.
She’s 1, my baby girl is 1..I can’t take this.
“Where did Milan go?”I asked the girls
“She went somewhere”Madison said
“Do you know where?”
Not even gonna keep asking her “Alright then…”I…
“Obsessive what?”I asked Nigel
He was trying to get us to understand Nate but I just wanna kill him to be honest.
“Obsessive love, it’s a disorder where a person is in love with someone who’s doesn’t acknowledge them, they see something and they want it he’s been like that since he…
They had to hook him up to the machines, he’s too early and he needs to develop some more. Brina been crying her eyes out for the longest, she thinks it’s her fault I keep telling her it’s not but she doesn’t listen “baby listen it’s not your fault, the doctor said he broke the water bag…
“Cas you okay?”Milan asked as he dragged himself to the kitchen
“M-my dream won’t c-come back”he said
I started laughing “sit yo’ ass down and eat”
He walked and sat next to me “Cay I don’t l-like your hair”he said
I started laughing again.